the awakening calls

assalamualaikum wrh wbt...

hoho, finally i get to write sumthing to the net. oredi thought of having one since 2 years ago, but malas jek nak start..tapi after aku belek2 blog fateen( one of ma collague at Utm, ah ya..coursemate! - working 2 years already killed ma student language style ), feel like having one too..even is not so masculine for a guy to have a story telling blo, well at least i can fully utilise ma maxis broadband which is being gune ramai2, tp bayar sorang2 (demN~! tapi xkesah la, haousemate gua sume ok..bab laen gua plak pow diorg, huhu! )

its finally august~! 1st august 2008, ngam2 2 years um working at Maybank..dalam kutuk2 bos and plan nak blah dari situ since the very first month working, tup2 survived gak 2 tahun kat situ..

last friday, dtg keje and start testing terminal for credit card.
suddenly..

ting! ( my instant messaging popped)

"..hadi," isha, my colleague wrote in IM

"..mende.." i replied half heartedly, sibuk je die nie kaco aku pepagi,xnampak ke aku buzi nak abiskan testing nie..mule la tu nak suh tolong memacam..=(

"..hari ni genapla kite keje 2 tahun kan?1st ogos nie.."

ulp! suddenly i felt bad, xpepasal buruk sangke..skali member just ajak borak kenang zaman mule2 masuk dulu..huhu, sori isha!

"a ah kan..so pelagi, jom la celebrate..ko blanje aku key?"

"..aah! xde maknenye~! "she replied..hehe,her trademark...



time waits for no man, x sedar dah 2 tahun..these past 2 years being too comfortable for me, too much rest & too much leisure...

so many awakening calls being given to me

- niki dah nak sambung master at sheffield
- harun & pitmid already setup their own company, with so much prospects of
getting rich in no time
- nawal quits from his job and jadi lecturer at private
- nazri also quits from SME and starts to find new job
- kasya dah nak tunang and kawen

me? same old me..so many plans but still could'nt find the first step, even the small step

this comfy environment starts to killing me slowly..
guess its time to gear up and to move on...

"...system analyst, 1-2 years experience, based in telok panglima garang..." hurm, damn near to my house! seems like a great offer!

but still..is this the best move?hurm..Ya Allah, please give me the solid decision to my heart for You knows what is best for me, ameen..









"..wish to move forward, but keeps holding back..for future is locked and mystery.."