" pukul bape ko dtg sini beb?" me starts to worry once the clock show 2.30pm.

"ntah diorang, xsampai lagi kat umah aku" baida replied the sms, simple.

PD..

Rest n Play : God made this world in 6 days, so enjoy ur seventh day!

" the great men is he that does not lose his child's heart - mencius"

i didn't even know this mencius guy, and i didn't give a deMn to know who the hell he is, but i do know that what he said is very true..

i stop being a child when i was 13. went up to a boarding school for straight five years, do everything on ma own, focusing on study and exams (which now i dont even use any of them now, fokus la sgt..hehe) and mocking the life of a grown up.after SPM, 1 year at matrix,and subsequently further study in UTM for the next 3 years. Those 3 remarkable years, the best years of my life, is where i started to get back my child's heart.stay overnight,woke up late,miss classes but still able to finish my studies,thnak God result xcikai.Truly happening moments.Yes it was.

but now, 2 years of working time, almost pulls away that child in me.everday wake up at 6, siap2 pakai baju and hit the road at 8.00am.keje keje keje,bosannye!!

Until one day..


" adi, jom join shidan daki bukit nak?", my housmate asked..

" ..bukit mane bai?lu jgn macam2.."

" ala, hari tu die dah ikot kite men bowling,kali ni die kate kite plak ikot die..ala, bukit dekat ngn zoo negara tu.."

Luckily i didn't backed out from that event, sebab nak balik kampung kunon,
for its the moment where i met with my true escapism..
outdoor activities!!

It was superb! The beatiful view, the fresh air, the very sharp cliff..(didn't expect that we have to do some rock climbing! without a rope!) fun nd danger,mixed up and burns the excitement!

Next thing we know, for the following weekend,
we're cycling in the forest of bukit cerakah...
sounds simple but believe me, u got to try these out..
details? next time i hit these keys ..almost midnite and um yawning..huarghhh...

the awakening calls

assalamualaikum wrh wbt...

hoho, finally i get to write sumthing to the net. oredi thought of having one since 2 years ago, but malas jek nak start..tapi after aku belek2 blog fateen( one of ma collague at Utm, ah ya..coursemate! - working 2 years already killed ma student language style ), feel like having one too..even is not so masculine for a guy to have a story telling blo, well at least i can fully utilise ma maxis broadband which is being gune ramai2, tp bayar sorang2 (demN~! tapi xkesah la, haousemate gua sume ok..bab laen gua plak pow diorg, huhu! )

its finally august~! 1st august 2008, ngam2 2 years um working at Maybank..dalam kutuk2 bos and plan nak blah dari situ since the very first month working, tup2 survived gak 2 tahun kat situ..

last friday, dtg keje and start testing terminal for credit card.
suddenly..

ting! ( my instant messaging popped)

"..hadi," isha, my colleague wrote in IM

"..mende.." i replied half heartedly, sibuk je die nie kaco aku pepagi,xnampak ke aku buzi nak abiskan testing nie..mule la tu nak suh tolong memacam..=(

"..hari ni genapla kite keje 2 tahun kan?1st ogos nie.."

ulp! suddenly i felt bad, xpepasal buruk sangke..skali member just ajak borak kenang zaman mule2 masuk dulu..huhu, sori isha!

"a ah kan..so pelagi, jom la celebrate..ko blanje aku key?"

"..aah! xde maknenye~! "she replied..hehe,her trademark...



time waits for no man, x sedar dah 2 tahun..these past 2 years being too comfortable for me, too much rest & too much leisure...

so many awakening calls being given to me

- niki dah nak sambung master at sheffield
- harun & pitmid already setup their own company, with so much prospects of
getting rich in no time
- nawal quits from his job and jadi lecturer at private
- nazri also quits from SME and starts to find new job
- kasya dah nak tunang and kawen

me? same old me..so many plans but still could'nt find the first step, even the small step

this comfy environment starts to killing me slowly..
guess its time to gear up and to move on...

"...system analyst, 1-2 years experience, based in telok panglima garang..." hurm, damn near to my house! seems like a great offer!

but still..is this the best move?hurm..Ya Allah, please give me the solid decision to my heart for You knows what is best for me, ameen..









"..wish to move forward, but keeps holding back..for future is locked and mystery.."