2011 - the new me?

howdy guys~
( even im not sure whether anybody is reading this post, hehe)

laughing at maself, when i'm really live up to my expectation, 1 post per year..hehe..previous post was in august 2010(scroll below), and now its on march 2011. hehe..why so suddenly umposting this? well, thanks to the farewell party, most of my lunchmate is not having lunch today ( of course, i wasn't involved in that party, different dept. though..)

2011, what do i have under the hood for this year?( bestul la sangatt pepatah tu..belasah je ler..huhu). Oh well, last year i mentioned i met someone,and now, within the next 48hrs, we'll be officially engaged~ (n_n).
hehe, yeah.maybe to some of u,its not big deal..but for a person who's having a difficulties to make a decision like me, bole kate a big deal jugak laa..=)
( read more on my details, u'll get a better picture..kalau sudi ler..den xkesah..huhu)

To be engaged with someone, putting your whole hope & future with this one girl, sometimes makes me feel & questinoed, " are u no scared if she's not the correct one? What if later u meet a new person which u can consider, the love of your life? Why should u rush this out? why not wait for a little bit longer? dah gatai nak kawen?? "

Then, came out a new question, " how do u know she's not the right one? are u willing to lose her? will u be able to bare the risk of not be able to talk to her?
will u be able to be happy if knowing she's sad of something? will u be able to keep ur smile if u know she's frown at you? " well, to my senses, at this very moment, i know i can answer 'NO" to all of those question, rather than the first bunch of Q's.
Then i guess its time for me move on. ANd i think that is when i know, she's the one for me =)

sounds kinda mushy and helpless romantic ya? hehe..Well, at least that is for me, i am not sure how about you guys, i just hope that u guys will find your iwn questions in knowing whether you already found your very own 'the ONE' ..

To my opinion, this realtionship thing, is something u dont measure with your mind, but most likely with your heart..dont think too much, just ask yourself deep inside, and you'll find the answer. Shower love ya'll..(n_n)

Aside, yesterday, knowing i am a type of who thinks too much, one of my old fren asked me,

" kenape siput babi jalan lambat? sebab dia banyak berfikir sangat.."

me asking, " berfikir..? fikir ape? "

" sebab dia asyik berfikir, samada dia ni siput ataupon dia ni babi.."

deymm~!! hehe...babi sungguh siput itu...wakenabeb betol~..hehe..

To all my frens whose coming for the engagement this saturday, thanks much guys..to name a few, ridzuan & nad, pitmid & harun, jihad, paan & femly...Thanks guys..see u there..=) And to kutik & CT, thanks for the siputbabi story..=)