2011 - the new me?

howdy guys~
( even im not sure whether anybody is reading this post, hehe)

laughing at maself, when i'm really live up to my expectation, 1 post per year..hehe..previous post was in august 2010(scroll below), and now its on march 2011. hehe..why so suddenly umposting this? well, thanks to the farewell party, most of my lunchmate is not having lunch today ( of course, i wasn't involved in that party, different dept. though..)

2011, what do i have under the hood for this year?( bestul la sangatt pepatah tu..belasah je ler..huhu). Oh well, last year i mentioned i met someone,and now, within the next 48hrs, we'll be officially engaged~ (n_n).
hehe, yeah.maybe to some of u,its not big deal..but for a person who's having a difficulties to make a decision like me, bole kate a big deal jugak laa..=)
( read more on my details, u'll get a better picture..kalau sudi ler..den xkesah..huhu)

To be engaged with someone, putting your whole hope & future with this one girl, sometimes makes me feel & questinoed, " are u no scared if she's not the correct one? What if later u meet a new person which u can consider, the love of your life? Why should u rush this out? why not wait for a little bit longer? dah gatai nak kawen?? "

Then, came out a new question, " how do u know she's not the right one? are u willing to lose her? will u be able to bare the risk of not be able to talk to her?
will u be able to be happy if knowing she's sad of something? will u be able to keep ur smile if u know she's frown at you? " well, to my senses, at this very moment, i know i can answer 'NO" to all of those question, rather than the first bunch of Q's.
Then i guess its time for me move on. ANd i think that is when i know, she's the one for me =)

sounds kinda mushy and helpless romantic ya? hehe..Well, at least that is for me, i am not sure how about you guys, i just hope that u guys will find your iwn questions in knowing whether you already found your very own 'the ONE' ..

To my opinion, this realtionship thing, is something u dont measure with your mind, but most likely with your heart..dont think too much, just ask yourself deep inside, and you'll find the answer. Shower love ya'll..(n_n)

Aside, yesterday, knowing i am a type of who thinks too much, one of my old fren asked me,

" kenape siput babi jalan lambat? sebab dia banyak berfikir sangat.."

me asking, " berfikir..? fikir ape? "

" sebab dia asyik berfikir, samada dia ni siput ataupon dia ni babi.."

deymm~!! hehe...babi sungguh siput itu...wakenabeb betol~..hehe..

To all my frens whose coming for the engagement this saturday, thanks much guys..to name a few, ridzuan & nad, pitmid & harun, jihad, paan & femly...Thanks guys..see u there..=) And to kutik & CT, thanks for the siputbabi story..=)

2010 - blast from the past

"Hangat2 tahi ayam, hangat lagi kopi kapal api.."

well, i gess those words would best to describe my blog here. Only 3 posts for the very last 3years..huhu..so many things had happened since then. Too many things to be listed, not to mentioned that

- i've move to a new place, no longer with the nazri & kasya ( well, actually they're the one leaving me behind..dua2 got married dah...huhu)

- some of the R4 pals resigned and no longer with the bank, thus our outdoor activities has dropped from 100 to almost 0 huhu..

but still, several things remains for good, like :

- i'd stil got my friends in jB, still can hangout with them anytime i like

- still keeping my job ( how boring)

- and i still enjoy to escape from my day to day life~ (n_n)

Most Recent events? I'm happier than ever after meeting 'her' =)
well, that explains much on why did i've been missing for few years? huhu..

Just thank God that HE's still bestowed me with a warm & peaceful life, surrounded by lovely friends n family members..not forget to mention that its Ramadhan 2010 now..How will it be this year? hurmm..hope this life gets better & better from day to days, year to years..insyaAllah..

Since i didnt get a chance to say this before, i would like to thanks my frens, in UTM ( pitmid,harun,paan,tanggam) for our times in UTM & my r4 friends (sharul,zack,baida,zaza,zaid,nazri,ksya,imran,nad,wan, and many more..). U guys are great~!

Off for now..will hit more of these keyboard keys in future..

So much for cost saving

11.01 pm –

Still got 1 hour left to watch MU vs Chelsea, clashes of the titans they called it.
Even though I always missed their games(prefer to check updates in papaer the next morning & see the higlights), yet it is a game that nobody can afford to miss it.
What shud I do in this one hour time? TV was so boring tonight, I can hardly stop my fingers from keep hitting those remote keys to find a good show. Frustrated after several attempts to kill the time, i decided to tidy up my room.
Is not that um a snobbish, just that yesterday I was called for duty, standby in office for Microsoft updates from midnight till morning. What do you expect, finish from the job, I jumped to my bed & dozed off till 2.30pm.( great excuses, huh?hehe)

It was then when I realized that have not updated my saving flows for quite sometimes.
Last time I recalled, it was 30 dec that I jotted down every single expense. It was a day before I had my 1 week holiday, which I went down to JB, lepak with Pitmid & harun, my very old fren from my campus period. They are now handling their very own Software house company,
whereby they managed to secure some hundred thousand bucks for a simple programming.
( Good job boys! ) We just had some karaoke session, jerit2 sampai nak keluar anak tekak, late dinner at Aliff mamak, having mee goreng mamak with ayam frost (not that they purposely name it ayam frost, just that the chicken was so long in the freezer, the moment they prepare it, we can still taste the ice in the middle of the chunk while the outer layer was so damn hot! But we stil crave for it, dah kene mandrem mamak kot, hehe!) It was all the most memorable activities that we had during our campus lifes, best moment of our lives.

Now is already 11 jan, almost 2 weeks I haven’t updated them. These updates note was meant to plan for my investment, and have the money work for me after I work to get them.
Otherwise, I will not realized on how they slipped away from my hand. In KL, the buying/spending force was so brute that u wont realized u keeps withdrawing your money from ATM almost every week. With nazri’s help, I managed to start my spend trackers. (Thanx bro!)

Hurm, let see what we have for today. Breakfast at mamak (rm1.90), bike wash (rm5.00), lunch at nasi campur makcik kedai corner lot (rm5.00) and shampoo (rm10.50).
Clicking at the savingflow.xls in the desktop,suddenly…

“ the document is corrupted and canot be opened. To try and repair it, use the bla..bla..bla..”

*sighed* so much for the savings flow.Aiyoo~… 
Frustrated and disappointed, slowly I grab & put all the receipts I have kept for the last 30days into the bin. There you go, bye2. Chelsea, here I come~

p/s: bole nak wat kira2 untuk elak pembaziran, jangan sampai berkira nak kuarkan sedekah,
kan tuhan dah tunjuk kuasa . Padan muke.

" pukul bape ko dtg sini beb?" me starts to worry once the clock show 2.30pm.

"ntah diorang, xsampai lagi kat umah aku" baida replied the sms, simple.

PD..

Rest n Play : God made this world in 6 days, so enjoy ur seventh day!

" the great men is he that does not lose his child's heart - mencius"

i didn't even know this mencius guy, and i didn't give a deMn to know who the hell he is, but i do know that what he said is very true..

i stop being a child when i was 13. went up to a boarding school for straight five years, do everything on ma own, focusing on study and exams (which now i dont even use any of them now, fokus la sgt..hehe) and mocking the life of a grown up.after SPM, 1 year at matrix,and subsequently further study in UTM for the next 3 years. Those 3 remarkable years, the best years of my life, is where i started to get back my child's heart.stay overnight,woke up late,miss classes but still able to finish my studies,thnak God result xcikai.Truly happening moments.Yes it was.

but now, 2 years of working time, almost pulls away that child in me.everday wake up at 6, siap2 pakai baju and hit the road at 8.00am.keje keje keje,bosannye!!

Until one day..


" adi, jom join shidan daki bukit nak?", my housmate asked..

" ..bukit mane bai?lu jgn macam2.."

" ala, hari tu die dah ikot kite men bowling,kali ni die kate kite plak ikot die..ala, bukit dekat ngn zoo negara tu.."

Luckily i didn't backed out from that event, sebab nak balik kampung kunon,
for its the moment where i met with my true escapism..
outdoor activities!!

It was superb! The beatiful view, the fresh air, the very sharp cliff..(didn't expect that we have to do some rock climbing! without a rope!) fun nd danger,mixed up and burns the excitement!

Next thing we know, for the following weekend,
we're cycling in the forest of bukit cerakah...
sounds simple but believe me, u got to try these out..
details? next time i hit these keys ..almost midnite and um yawning..huarghhh...

the awakening calls

assalamualaikum wrh wbt...

hoho, finally i get to write sumthing to the net. oredi thought of having one since 2 years ago, but malas jek nak start..tapi after aku belek2 blog fateen( one of ma collague at Utm, ah ya..coursemate! - working 2 years already killed ma student language style ), feel like having one too..even is not so masculine for a guy to have a story telling blo, well at least i can fully utilise ma maxis broadband which is being gune ramai2, tp bayar sorang2 (demN~! tapi xkesah la, haousemate gua sume ok..bab laen gua plak pow diorg, huhu! )

its finally august~! 1st august 2008, ngam2 2 years um working at Maybank..dalam kutuk2 bos and plan nak blah dari situ since the very first month working, tup2 survived gak 2 tahun kat situ..

last friday, dtg keje and start testing terminal for credit card.
suddenly..

ting! ( my instant messaging popped)

"..hadi," isha, my colleague wrote in IM

"..mende.." i replied half heartedly, sibuk je die nie kaco aku pepagi,xnampak ke aku buzi nak abiskan testing nie..mule la tu nak suh tolong memacam..=(

"..hari ni genapla kite keje 2 tahun kan?1st ogos nie.."

ulp! suddenly i felt bad, xpepasal buruk sangke..skali member just ajak borak kenang zaman mule2 masuk dulu..huhu, sori isha!

"a ah kan..so pelagi, jom la celebrate..ko blanje aku key?"

"..aah! xde maknenye~! "she replied..hehe,her trademark...



time waits for no man, x sedar dah 2 tahun..these past 2 years being too comfortable for me, too much rest & too much leisure...

so many awakening calls being given to me

- niki dah nak sambung master at sheffield
- harun & pitmid already setup their own company, with so much prospects of
getting rich in no time
- nawal quits from his job and jadi lecturer at private
- nazri also quits from SME and starts to find new job
- kasya dah nak tunang and kawen

me? same old me..so many plans but still could'nt find the first step, even the small step

this comfy environment starts to killing me slowly..
guess its time to gear up and to move on...

"...system analyst, 1-2 years experience, based in telok panglima garang..." hurm, damn near to my house! seems like a great offer!

but still..is this the best move?hurm..Ya Allah, please give me the solid decision to my heart for You knows what is best for me, ameen..









"..wish to move forward, but keeps holding back..for future is locked and mystery.."